Tuesday, 27 May 2014

A whole lot of not a lot (aka the huge long blog update post!)

I think that pretty much sums up the last few months since I last blogged!

Life here is still very much a limbo state,  DH is still looking for another job, the landlord still has the house on the market - we have an appointment for a second viewing tonight so fingers crossed they realise they hate it, as if it sells at the moment we are effectively homeless.  We've finally started the application for council/social housing as our situation leaves us as a priority.  It's something we've been eligible for for some time but this house and renting privately was something I was very much holding on to as my last thread of our "pre-redundancy/everything falling apart" life.

In reality, I'm sick of the continual crap, of not being able to afford anything (we obviously don't know how to work the benefits system as we can barely afford food by the end of the month), of feeling ashamed of our situation...the list goes on!  The majority of the time I refuse to wallow in the past and try to look forward but there are days (today obviously being one of them!) when I just wonder why I bother fighting for everything.  It's all just, well, urgh!

Doom and gloom aside, the last few months have been busy with the usual family things.  In March we went on a day trip to Crufts 2014 to show the kids the Discover Dogs exibition.  They have been studying different dog breeds as they are intent on us getting more dogs (Willow is 15 now and very much an old lady who sadly does not have much time left with us) They had a huge amount of fun especially seeing (and cuddling!) their favourite breeds!


The end of March also saw Oliver turning two - it still only seems like yesterday he made his rather speedy entrance!

April 20th would have been mum's 55th birthday and the second without her with us.  We arranged a family visit to the burial site in Lincolnshire and four generations of family were there - my granddad (recovering well since a heart attack earlier that month) and great aunt, dad, my sister with three of her kids and us six.  The burial site was followed by a trip to the local award winning ice cream parlour which the kids thoroughly enjoyed, given the 60 flavours ice cream on offer!


The week after was my 34th birthday.  Blah!  I still hate birthdays but received some lovely gifts from Carla including a gorgeous family tree drawing and we had a lovely day of knitting and cake - what more does a girl need!



Hmm, what else!  A few weeks ago marked our tenth wedding anniversary.  Sadly we had no funds for the renewal of vows we originally planned for this anniversary (or for anything else for that matter!) but sixteen years together, ten years of marriage and what feels like a lifetime of crap to get through, we are closer and more in love than ever ♥ (nb this does not apply when the husbeast is annoying me - then he is a knob jockey hehe)  We actually spent the day back in Leicester as Lee had an interview and the rest of us decided to hang out at New Walk Museum with the dinosaurs and mummies!


Hmm knitting wise, I don't seem to have many FO's to show for the last few months!  After many requests I started knitting Minecraft hats for the kids.  So far I have made two Creeper hats for Vaughan and Oliver using my own chart and intarsia in the round.  Rachael is having the same but in a Pink/Purple colourway and Harrison would like an Enderman hat although I've put the last two on hold until the end of summer so I can fit in some other projects (although the weather is that bad here at the moment they may be needed sooner rather than later!)


I was again totally taken with this years Crafts from the Cwtch Spring Knitalong which was the simple but gorgeous Miss Winkle by Martina Behm.  I opted for a skein of stashed handspun (not my own - acquired in a Rav destash!) and the easily memorised pattern lulled my knitting mojo back...I had been feeling rather uninspired to cast on a new WIP after ripping out two shawls prior to casting Miss Winkle on.  The end result is so pretty and has a subtle sparkle I couldn't capture - I love it!




Phew, I think that's about it...I'll update on current WIP's and life when I'm not balancing the laptop on the boobing toddler! I shall also endeavour to waffle on a more regular basis to ensure posts don't reach such epic proportions again!

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